It’s about time that I actually buckle down on things. Ugh, I just can’t stand how I am. If I want it, I’m gonna get it no matter how hard it’s gonna be because I know I haul ass when I need to. Shit, I just don’t know what to think of myself anymore. Like what the fuck do I take seriously now, sure yeah getting good grades are easy but I just need to be trying harder. MUCH harder, half the work that I’ve been turning in to some of my classes are just SHIT and it’s really a surprise that I still get those grades on it. I suddenly feel like I don’t deserve half the shit I get now because, I haven’t been working as hard as I did before. What makes it worse is that now I don’t have track or ANY sport to be distracting me. Maybe, it’s just because it’s fourth quarter but man am I annoying the hell out off myself. I really need to buckle down, I need to stop with the bull shiting as well as procrastination on EVERYTHING, not just school work but everything I want to do. FUCK!